| Abstract | U diplomskom radu Misli 365 tema umjetničkog istraživanja je proces iscjeljenja kroz umjetničko djelovanje te žalovanje kao osnovni pojam proživljen kroz osobno iskustvo i njihovo verbaliziranje. Žalovanje je prema vlastitom iskustvu svojevrsna blokada obavijena tišinom i manjkom verbalizacije osjećaja. To pojedinca, koji to proživljava, dovodi u stanje s osjećajem nemo(ći)gućnosti i izoliranosti u odnosu na društvena očekivanja i osobnoj borbi za iskazivanje i rješavanje problema žalovanja. U mnogim kulturama, kad je riječ o žalovanju, postoji prešutno shvaćanje da tugu treba podnijeti tiho, uz stoicizam kao vrlinu, a verbalno izražavanje tuge često je nepremostiv društveno i emocionalno uvjetovan zadatak, osobito kada se riječi čine nedostatnima da okarakteriziraju dubinu gubitka. Osobno, upravo kroz umjetnost vidim mogućnost i sposobnost za utjehu i nadilaženje emocionalne i socijalne barijere. Smatram, što sam potvrdila kroz svoje iskustvo, umjetničku praksu i diplomski rad, da je kroz slikarstvo, skulpturu, glazbu i poeziju, moguće pronaći utočište u kojem emocije mogu slobodno teći, neopterećene ograničenjima sintakse i olakšati stanje žalovanja i proces iscjeljenja, te mu dati novu dodanu vrijednost. Drugim riječima, površina platna u slikarstvu postaje prostor za ono neizrecivo, prostor u kojem se suze mogu pretvoriti u kreativno iskustvo nataloženog u dubokom nesvjesnom, počast onima koji su otišli i svjetionik nade za one koji su ostali. Umjetničko djelovanje je put kojim nesvjesno i duboko potisnute emocije pronalaze način da se oslobode i vode ka iscjeljenju. Stvaralački čin je potencijalni oblik terapije koji omogućuje i kanalizira emocije u opipljivu kreaciju tijekom vremena žalosti i može ponuditi put prema izlječenju. Čin stvaranja postaje oblik terapije, dopuštajući pojedincima da kanaliziraju svoje emocije u nešto opipljivo, nešto lijepo. U procesu stvaranja umjetnosti, oni pronalaze smisao usred kaosa, način da graciozno i otporno plove kroz mutne vode tuge. U biti, umjetnost služi kao most između unutarnjeg potisnutog svijeta emocija i vanjskog svijeta kao područja izražavanja. Kroz njegovu transformativnu moć, moguće je pronaći iscjeljujući put i osvijetliti najdublje potisnuta mjesta ljudske podsvijesti. Instalacija Misli 365 vizualni je rezultat upravo takvog iskustva. |
| Abstract (english) | In the thesis Misli 365, the theme of artistic research is the process of healing through artistic activity and mourning as a basic concept lived through personal experience and their verbalization. According to my own experience, mourning is a kind of blockage shrouded in silence and lack of verbalization of feelings. This brings the individual, who experiences it, to a state with a feeling of powerlessness and isolation in relation to social expectations and a personal struggle to express and solve the problem of mourning. In many cultures, when it comes to grieving, there is a tacit understanding that grief should be endured quietly, with stoicism as a virtue, and verbal expression of grief is often an insurmountable socially and emotionally conditioned task, especially when words seem inadequate to characterize the depth of the loss. Personally, it is through art that I see the possibility and ability to comfort and overcome emotional and social barriers. I believe, which I have confirmed through my experience, artistic practice and graduation thesis, that through painting, sculpture, music and poetry, it is possible to find a refuge where emotions can flow freely, unencumbered by the limitations of syntax and facilitate the state of mourning and the healing process, and give it new added value. In other words, the surface of the canvas in painting becomes a space for the unspeakable, a space where tears can be transformed into a creative experience deposited in the deep unconscious, a tribute to those who have left and a beacon of hope for those who remain. Artistic activity is a path through which unconscious and deeply suppressed emotions find a way to be freed and lead to healing. The creative act is a potential form of therapy that enables and channels emotions into tangible creation during times of grief and can offer a path toward healing. The act of creation becomes a form of therapy, allowing individuals to channel their emotions into something tangible, something beautiful. In the process of creating art, they find meaning in the midst of chaos, a way to gracefully and resiliently navigate through the murky waters of grief. In essence, art serves as a bridge between the inner repressed world of emotions and the outer world as a realm of expression. Through its transformative power, it is possible to find a healing path and illuminate the most deeply repressed places of the human subconscious. The Misli 365 installation is the visual result of just such an experience. |
