In this thesis, which, at its core, is an introspective exploration, I have decided to start my journey carving through dark paths of my inner world, without relying on sources and literature as that might disturb the balance of my own self. When I have finally admitted to myself that external support is necessary. I turned to Jungian Psychoanalysis. However, I mostly pursued my own notes, insecurely covering the pages of my journal, as seen in the following example: 20th of January, 2022: “I willingly claim a visage, I hop on the streets looking for direction and yet nothing appears. My mind is filled with thoughts about diminishing money, deliriously spent on nothing but short-term happiness. Win. Lose. Nothingness. A circle. Transience. And, full stop...” This paper is an exploration of one’s being, it is about a small fish in a big pond which evolves only by retelling its experience. Since I haven’t tried my luck with writing novels yet, this thesis will be narrated as a romantic literary form in which I will unveil my thoughts influenced by my own artistic and intellectual growth. This thesis interweaves with my nostalgia and my attempt to interpret it through the lens of the present.